many thoughts, talking thought

i was there sitting with them. at the back, i can hardly hear the voice from the other side of the line. the noise from the group behind me was consuming me with laughter and senseless thoughts. nonetheless, i had the slight feeling that the time has come for me to rethink of my plans. i was waiting for that time, and it arrived.

i saw a picture of myself and it gave me contentment. i was not satisfied with the offer a year ago but decided to try and see what happens after a year. with very fine people around me, i know that it will be very difficult to carry out the plans i had before. but now, 368 days after, it is no longer a problem.

i will stay… and i am not thinking up to when, for now.

on the very moment when i saw my picture in front, i was only able to say a single word out of the many thoughts in my mind…

Naks!