LOVING THOUGHTS
I saw her on my very first working day when I returned home for good from JP. She was an ordinary attractive girl to me. I admit I was attracted to her the moment I saw her BUT I never had the slightest thought that I will be bringing myself closer to her.
She is TOO young.
I thought she was in the 23 or 25 range. To my disappointment, I later learned that she is just 20. Exactly 9 years and 9 months GAP.
Worst is she's an officemate!
But destiny has brought us closer to each other. Everytime we were together, in a group or just the two of us, I feel comfortable with her with no pretensions.
We laugh at same jokes.
We joke in more or less same way (not d green jokes hahaha kay hadlok ko kasab-an bleh).
We enjoyed talking and listening to each other.
She makes me laugh.
She makes me talk serious stuffs.
She is simple yet complex in some ways but very much practical in her actions.
She is funny, murag clown. :P!
She can be maarte but payter gihapon kung pinobrehay na.. mas macho pa nako.. bleh..
We instantly connected.
I later realized that I cared too much for her, that I am always thinking of her, that I wanted to be with her.
Perhaps I love her then.
"When destiny really wants to accomplish something, it can't do it alone. You still have have to go to that restaurant. You still have to show up. You still have to build a bridge to the one you love."
- My Sassy Girl movie
I finally decided that this is IT (murag DevCon!). She had doubts with my feelings. But this time, I already prepared Ring of Health and Void Stone, and even Phase Boots for increased speed haha. I persevered.
She does not like comments such as "I am a good choice because I am stable (an SV! duh!) and can support her financially (ka-pobre tawn nako woi!)".
I am a shy type (hehe!) so I don't want to be the topic in any talks -- she's too young for me.. or i go home early or panagsa na lang magwork on weekends because of her (duh work is work from 9am to 6pm and OTY).. or i am corrupting a minor... or whatever..
With these and all the other reasons, we prefer to be together in private. D man jud public akong lablayp sauna pa! Hehe.
There are no good choices. There are no reasons. This is just how we feel. We love each other more than anyone can imagine us to be.
And I thank you Tart for that love.
And so we've decided to keep our relationship in private. As we have always said to each other, as long as we're both happy, we don't have to announce it. Perhaps we'll just have to make it known later... or never.
Happy 1st monthsary Tart.
I love you always.
I can still remember the night when we had dinner. I traced the words "I love you" on your back and asked you to tell those words to me (sugta na tawn ko woi!)... BUT you wouldn't. Instead, you traced the words "I hate you" on my arms. Right there, I knew you wanted to say "I hate you for making me fall for you."
Assuming kaau ko nuuuuu? Hehehe Jowk lang. Bleh.
Love you always Tart.
Thank you for letting me build a bridge to you right back then when you don't know me much and doubted my feelings.
P.S.
Panagsa ra ko naga-blog. Para imo jud ni. Labyuu.
She is TOO young.
I thought she was in the 23 or 25 range. To my disappointment, I later learned that she is just 20. Exactly 9 years and 9 months GAP.
Worst is she's an officemate!
But destiny has brought us closer to each other. Everytime we were together, in a group or just the two of us, I feel comfortable with her with no pretensions.
We laugh at same jokes.
We joke in more or less same way (not d green jokes hahaha kay hadlok ko kasab-an bleh).
We enjoyed talking and listening to each other.
She makes me laugh.
She makes me talk serious stuffs.
She is simple yet complex in some ways but very much practical in her actions.
She is funny, murag clown. :P!
She can be maarte but payter gihapon kung pinobrehay na.. mas macho pa nako.. bleh..
We instantly connected.
I later realized that I cared too much for her, that I am always thinking of her, that I wanted to be with her.
Perhaps I love her then.
"When destiny really wants to accomplish something, it can't do it alone. You still have have to go to that restaurant. You still have to show up. You still have to build a bridge to the one you love."
- My Sassy Girl movie
I finally decided that this is IT (murag DevCon!). She had doubts with my feelings. But this time, I already prepared Ring of Health and Void Stone, and even Phase Boots for increased speed haha. I persevered.
She does not like comments such as "I am a good choice because I am stable (an SV! duh!) and can support her financially (ka-pobre tawn nako woi!)".
I am a shy type (hehe!) so I don't want to be the topic in any talks -- she's too young for me.. or i go home early or panagsa na lang magwork on weekends because of her (duh work is work from 9am to 6pm and OTY).. or i am corrupting a minor... or whatever..
With these and all the other reasons, we prefer to be together in private. D man jud public akong lablayp sauna pa! Hehe.
There are no good choices. There are no reasons. This is just how we feel. We love each other more than anyone can imagine us to be.
And I thank you Tart for that love.
And so we've decided to keep our relationship in private. As we have always said to each other, as long as we're both happy, we don't have to announce it. Perhaps we'll just have to make it known later... or never.
Happy 1st monthsary Tart.
I love you always.
I can still remember the night when we had dinner. I traced the words "I love you" on your back and asked you to tell those words to me (sugta na tawn ko woi!)... BUT you wouldn't. Instead, you traced the words "I hate you" on my arms. Right there, I knew you wanted to say "I hate you for making me fall for you."
Assuming kaau ko nuuuuu? Hehehe Jowk lang. Bleh.
Love you always Tart.
Thank you for letting me build a bridge to you right back then when you don't know me much and doubted my feelings.
P.S.
Panagsa ra ko naga-blog. Para imo jud ni. Labyuu.
Bleh!
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12:01 AM
